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Monday, November 10, 2008
4:54 PM
its so scary
so scary seeing how things around us are changing
how ppl come and go
how u dont know whats gonna happ to u the very nxt min
we watch ppl grow up
we watch them change
but we nv realise we r growing up and changing as well
gone were the days where we can see innocent smiles on everyones faces
lifes getting so complicating
backstabbing, lies, deaths, etc
u dont even know who to trust
even your bestfriend might become ur enemy the very nxt day
its such an irony
how childhood friends become strangers
whos the one playing basketball with u a few yrs back
whos the dude u share all ur secrets with?
are they the ones u walked past w/o saying a word?
10 yrs from now, will ur bestfriends still be friends?
like it or nt, but as we grow older, we get exposed to the world
we get a taste of wat it is like to be adults
where backstabbing is the way to get to the top
where theres no give and take instead its every man for himself
its a world where nths fair
its a world where love turns into hatred
its a world where trusting is stupidity
its a world where status is everything
its a world where every want becomes a need
why r we growing up
why r ppl changing
why cant we be kids forever
we dont hav to worry abt money, relationships and career
i hate it
i hate how ppl get so caught up with their desires
to a point where i can hardly recognize them anymore
then again, maybe i nv knew them in the first place
i hate it when ppl apologise for their mistakes when they meant to do it in the first place
are we suppose to forgive and forget?
i hate it when guys are willing do anything just to fulfil their "needs"
and i mean anything
i hate it when theres always another motive in the things we do
when almost every single conversation we hav has a hidden meaning
i m tired of trying to decipher what ppl actually want from me
i m tired of guessing
tired of pretending nt to care
ive changed too
i know
u ppl dont need to tell me tat
i already know
but u dont know me
so stop pretending
i hardly know myself
i dont even know what i wan
sometimes i just hate myself for the things ive said or done
i just wanna be a kid again.
Andy showed me this few days ago from one of his fren blog and i find that it is very interesting about life and very true.Therefore decide to blog it out and share with all of you.
Its is NOT WRITTEN BY ME.thx.
enjoy=]..
so scary seeing how things around us are changing
how ppl come and go
how u dont know whats gonna happ to u the very nxt min
we watch ppl grow up
we watch them change
but we nv realise we r growing up and changing as well
gone were the days where we can see innocent smiles on everyones faces
lifes getting so complicating
backstabbing, lies, deaths, etc
u dont even know who to trust
even your bestfriend might become ur enemy the very nxt day
its such an irony
how childhood friends become strangers
whos the one playing basketball with u a few yrs back
whos the dude u share all ur secrets with?
are they the ones u walked past w/o saying a word?
10 yrs from now, will ur bestfriends still be friends?
like it or nt, but as we grow older, we get exposed to the world
we get a taste of wat it is like to be adults
where backstabbing is the way to get to the top
where theres no give and take instead its every man for himself
its a world where nths fair
its a world where love turns into hatred
its a world where trusting is stupidity
its a world where status is everything
its a world where every want becomes a need
why r we growing up
why r ppl changing
why cant we be kids forever
we dont hav to worry abt money, relationships and career
i hate it
i hate how ppl get so caught up with their desires
to a point where i can hardly recognize them anymore
then again, maybe i nv knew them in the first place
i hate it when ppl apologise for their mistakes when they meant to do it in the first place
are we suppose to forgive and forget?
i hate it when guys are willing do anything just to fulfil their "needs"
and i mean anything
i hate it when theres always another motive in the things we do
when almost every single conversation we hav has a hidden meaning
i m tired of trying to decipher what ppl actually want from me
i m tired of guessing
tired of pretending nt to care
ive changed too
i know
u ppl dont need to tell me tat
i already know
but u dont know me
so stop pretending
i hardly know myself
i dont even know what i wan
sometimes i just hate myself for the things ive said or done
i just wanna be a kid again.
Andy showed me this few days ago from one of his fren blog and i find that it is very interesting about life and very true.Therefore decide to blog it out and share with all of you.
Its is NOT WRITTEN BY ME.thx.
enjoy=]..
my name.fiveoceanbright.